Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Almost A Month Later...
Can't believe its been a month since I last updated. February has certainly been one stressful month. I was evicted from my apartment earlier in the month, and some of my things were stolen in the process including my macbook. I was able to get my apartment back but not my laptop =(. I also had to deal with a lot of family drama. But all is well now. I finally cut my hair, I will post pics soon. Now I am just debating whether or not I want to relax my hair again. How have you guys been? I see I have a lot of catching up to do!
Monday, January 31, 2011
Beautiful Mistake. It Is What It Is.
Love this song by Keri. It speaks on exactly how I'm feeling right now about a certain someone. It's always good when you find a song you can truly relate to.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Suicide and 30 Facts.
Day 5: A time you thought about ending your own life.
I have actually considered suicide once when I was going through the worst mental and emotional state last year. But it wasn't on a serious level because that thought quickly went out my head. I value my life way too much for that. I definitely think it's a selfish act. I can not even imagine the pain and hurt I could cause to those that love me if I ever went through with it. I wouldn't want them to deal with my death. I try to remind myself that there is someone out here that has it way worse than I do. There was a picture I posted earlier when I first started this blog. A picture of a little boy hungry, crawling and trying to find food with a vulture sitting near waiting for his death. The picture is really heartbreaking but I look at it everytime I'm going through. It reminds me how bless I am and have no reason to complain.
Day 6: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1. I'm a perfectionist.
2. I have a really bad memory.
3. I'm a Leo.
4. I can be shy sometimes.
5. I enjoy my own company.
6. My favorite colors are pink, purple, and yellow.
7. I'm a girly girl.
8. Brooklyn is my heart.
9. I have no tattoos (yet).
10. I love the smell of gasoline lol.
11. Things I'm terrified of: planes, gasoline trucks, bridges, and all animals.
12. I am a senior at Howard University.
13. My major is Afro-American studies.
14. I have 8 siblings.
15. I'm obsessed with animal print (zebra, leopard, cheetah, giraffe all of em!!)
16. The smell of coffee makes me nauseous.
17. I had my first kiss on Valentine's Day when I was 14.
18. I love big cities.
19. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
20. I was an extra in an independent movie when I was younger.
21. I love hot sauce!!
22. I can be emotional.
23. I can speak swahili.
24. I don't want to live alone.
25. I am one of the sweetest person you'll ever meet.
26. I am slow to anger but when I get there I can get a little crazy lol.
27. I spend way to much time surfing the net.
28. I am a procrastinator.
29. I love L-O-V-E.
30. I'm a thumb-sucker.
I have actually considered suicide once when I was going through the worst mental and emotional state last year. But it wasn't on a serious level because that thought quickly went out my head. I value my life way too much for that. I definitely think it's a selfish act. I can not even imagine the pain and hurt I could cause to those that love me if I ever went through with it. I wouldn't want them to deal with my death. I try to remind myself that there is someone out here that has it way worse than I do. There was a picture I posted earlier when I first started this blog. A picture of a little boy hungry, crawling and trying to find food with a vulture sitting near waiting for his death. The picture is really heartbreaking but I look at it everytime I'm going through. It reminds me how bless I am and have no reason to complain.
Day 6: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1. I'm a perfectionist.
2. I have a really bad memory.
3. I'm a Leo.
4. I can be shy sometimes.
5. I enjoy my own company.
6. My favorite colors are pink, purple, and yellow.
7. I'm a girly girl.
8. Brooklyn is my heart.
9. I have no tattoos (yet).
10. I love the smell of gasoline lol.
11. Things I'm terrified of: planes, gasoline trucks, bridges, and all animals.
12. I am a senior at Howard University.
13. My major is Afro-American studies.
14. I have 8 siblings.
15. I'm obsessed with animal print (zebra, leopard, cheetah, giraffe all of em!!)
16. The smell of coffee makes me nauseous.
17. I had my first kiss on Valentine's Day when I was 14.
18. I love big cities.
19. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
20. I was an extra in an independent movie when I was younger.
21. I love hot sauce!!
22. I can be emotional.
23. I can speak swahili.
24. I don't want to live alone.
25. I am one of the sweetest person you'll ever meet.
26. I am slow to anger but when I get there I can get a little crazy lol.
27. I spend way to much time surfing the net.
28. I am a procrastinator.
29. I love L-O-V-E.
30. I'm a thumb-sucker.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Early Morning Thoughts.
I'm the type of person to only see the good in people no matter what the person has done. I have always been that way. Seems like a good trait right? Well I'm not so sure. I am not a difficult person to deal with at all and I don't ask for much. I'm forgiving. I am not selfish. So why does some people constantly take what I give them and just walk all over me? I never get any appreciation which is fine but the blatant disrespect hurts. Every time i try to set my foot down and be more assertive (which I have no problem doing) they look at me like I'm the one out of line. I find it very hard to trust people now and even found myself to be a little bitter because of it. It also just seems to me that people set expectations for me that only suits them. Woke up with this on my mind. I think its time to cut a lot people off. smh.
Monday, January 24, 2011
The State of My Hair
Last week, I went in for a relaxer after stretching for 4 months. I went home afterwards to find the hair in the middle and back of my head had completely broken off. All gone. I broke down and cried. I cried all day. I didn't attend any of my classes. I almost didn't go to work. I dropped my flat iron and it broke. So for the past few days I've been walking around looking like WHO-SHOT-JOHNNY-AND-FORGOT-TO-KILL-HIM. I am debating whether or not to cut the rest of my hair off or rock a wig/weave until my hair grows back. I think its time for a new look anyway. I really want to cut my hair in a short style but I am so scared. I always had long hair and I really don't know how a short cut would look on me. I really like the cut Meagan Good been sporting lately. If I do cut my hair I think this is the style I'll get:
Any of you guys experienced hair breakage? What did you do to nourish your hair back to health?
Drugs, Alcohol and Religion.
Day 3: Drugs and Alcohol
Drug free is the way to be. I don't see anything wrong with smoking a lil mary jane every now and then, I try not to smoke often though because I would hate to have black lips lol. I never had the desire to experiment with any other drugs. I've seen first hand what drugs like heroin and cocaine can do to a person and it's really scary. As far as alcohol goes, I don't drink that much. Every now and then I'll go to happy hour. I try to drink in moderation.
Day 4: Religion
My favorite verse: John 3:16.
Drug free is the way to be. I don't see anything wrong with smoking a lil mary jane every now and then, I try not to smoke often though because I would hate to have black lips lol. I never had the desire to experiment with any other drugs. I've seen first hand what drugs like heroin and cocaine can do to a person and it's really scary. As far as alcohol goes, I don't drink that much. Every now and then I'll go to happy hour. I try to drink in moderation.
Day 4: Religion
My favorite verse: John 3:16.
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